Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Goodbye
I heard a yawn and the quiet noise of footsteps as Alice walked into the kitchen. I continued to watch the pan, waiting for the perfect moment to flip the pancake I was making. "Good morning...." I heard her say with a sigh. I looked over my shoulder to see Alice sitting, her head resting on the table. I flipped the pancake, and heard someone running down the stairs. I saw Tori walk into the kitchen dressed for work.
I smiled, "Tori, you're just in time for breakfast." I set a pancake on the plate and poured more batter into the skillet. I turned to see Tori sitting in one of the chairs, quickly tying her shoes.
"Sorry, Skye I don't have time to si-" She began to say before I set down a bacon, egg, and cheese sandwich, wrapped in a napkin on the table. She finished tying her shoes and stood up. She gave me a peck on the cheek with a quick "thanks" before grabbing the sandwich and her car keys, she went for the door and rubbed the top of Alice's head. "See ya kiddo." and with that she left.
I set down a plate of pancakes in front of Alice who mumbled something that I assumed was thanks. I sat down and took a sip of my coffee as I watched Alice slowly begin to wake up as she ate her pancakes.
"You're leaving already?"
I saw Roy fasten the straps on his backpack. "I have to Skye, I already told Alice goodbye."
"If you're ever back in town...you know you're welcome here." He smiled sadly at me.
"Skye, this is goodbye. I'm afraid we won't be seeing each other again." To me he sounded defeated, as if he had simply given up. I found myself growing slightly angry.
"So that's it? You've just given up? Your just going to go find somewhere to die quietly?" I look back at it now and realize that this sounded harsh.
He chuckled, not the reaction I had expected. He grinned at me, "Of course not. I'm going to fight until I can't anymore, and when I go, I'll go swinging."
I looked at him in disbelief. "Aren't you scared?"
"Honestly?" I nodded, "Fuck yeah I am. But that doesn't mean I'm going to spend the rest of my life hiding. Would that increase my life span? Maybe. But that's just not my style." He had accepted it, he was accepting the fact that he was going die. Yet he kept walking, moving forward. I looked down trying to hide the tears building in my eyes.
"What about us?" It came out slightly choked. "You're just going to leave us behind? The rest of us runners?" It sounded selfish, and I knew it was, I could tell that he was tired.
He chuckled, setting a hand on my head. "Skye, it's because of runners like you, and Med, and all the others, that I can keep moving. I'm not afraid to leave this fight to all of you, because I know that you're all strong, and smart." He laughed again, "Hell of lot smarter than me." He lifted his hand and turned to walk away. I watched through blurred vision as he kept walking, he stopped for a moment. "Take good care of her alright?"
I nodded even though he couldn't see me, "You got it."
He lifted his hand "Goodbye."
"...Skye?" I blinked and looked at Alice who looked concerned. I reached up and felt that my cheeks were wet. I shook my head, feeling embarrassed.
"It's nothing, sweetie." With that she went back to eating her pancakes, glancing up at me with concern every now and then. I simply stared at my coffee.
'I'll do my best Roy, I promise you that.'
Monday, January 27, 2014
Surprises are usually bad
I sighed and took a sip of my tea. "Roy, you drop by and ask me to do this, but you still haven't told me why. Roy that girl would be crushed if you just left her like that. You can see it in her eyes that she loves you. You're all she has." I was referring to Alice, the girl Roy had taken and was raising, who at that moment was in the backyard with Tori, who said she'd entertain the girl while we talked. "Roy I'm fifteen! How am I supposed to raise a child? I'm still just a child myself..." I nearly whispered the last part, not sure of my choice of words.
"Skye I know it's a lot to ask of you, trust me I know. I just didn't have anyone else to turn to...." He looked away, frowning to himself. Looking at him, he seemed just as tired as he had before, as if he hadn't slept for a long time.
"Look I'm sure Tori wouldn't mind you staying for awhile bu-" His eyes widened and he looked slightly panicked.
"No! Just....her...." I raised an eyebrow at the outburst. He looked at the ground, his eyes no longer visible, hidden beneath his hair. He continued to stare at the ground as he spoke. "Skye, please...." I stared at him for another few moments, the room silent as I thought.
"I'm not agreeing to anything, but if I'm even to think about this, I need to know one thing." He looked at me hopefully. "Why? Why can't you take care of her anymore?" He smiled sadly.
"Skye, the path I walk, is not one I chose. But it is one I must continue to walk. This path though, it's coming to an end. I'm not going to be around for much longer, and I refuse to drag her down with me, I care for her too much to do so." My eyes widened for a split second, trying to take in what I had heard. He was saying...he was going to die soon. But....
“You had been visiting Wolf right? How was that?” His smile became slightly strained at the question.
“It was nice, really nice. But there were things I wish I would have said. To each of them... I just...” He sighed.
I smiled at him. “Hey don't worry you can tell them next time.”
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Surprise, surprise!
I glanced up at the clock and sighed, ten thirty. Another hour and a half to go. I glanced up at the ceiling my mind wandering away from my book. I wondered how Tori was doing, she had been busy, busier than usual. I was worried but whenever I'd asked about it she had simply smiled that disarming smile of her's and told me that she would be fine, but she appreciated my worrying. I would trust her, but make sure that I was keeping the house clean and always had a nice dinner ready when she got home, that is if I wasn't working.
I chuckled as I remembered what she said the night before during dinner. She had smirked at me and commented that I would make the perfect housewife one day. I hadn't trusted myself not to stutter so I had simply continued to eat silently, my face aflame. The thought went through my head that she would make a great wife one day. Though having a wife that could kick my ass would be troublesome.....I blinked and shook my head. My mind was moving way too fast. As it usually tended to.
Just as I went back to read my book, I heard someone clear there throat. I had been so absorbed in my thoughts that I hadn't seen a man walk up to the counter, a large book in his hand, strangely enough the cover was bare of any words or even colors other than black. He had a hooded cloak on, his face barely visible. His green eyes, looked tired as if he hadn't slept for days, but as tired as they looked they were bright and piercing. But the smile I could see was kind, it put me at ease. The strangest thing was his posture, while seemingly laxed, was anything but. If one were to look closely enough they would notice that his muscles were tensed, like a coil snake ready to spring.
“Uh, did you want to check that out?” I asked hesitantly. I already had mixed feelings about the man. His smile was kind, but he stared at me intently, studying me, like he was sizing me up.
“Yes.” Was his simple reply, his voice calm and quiet. I simply nodded and took the book from him, not even glancing at it.
“Do you have a library card?” He shook his head, indicating that he didn't, I sat down at my computer and brought up the registration page. “Name?”
“Roy Carson.” My eyes widened and I looked up. I stared at the man, a wide grin now gracing his face. “Hey, Skye. How have you been?” Roy and me had been talking for a while. Even though I'd never met him in person we became fast friends. We had been shooting emails back and forth and chatting. But I hadn't heard from him in months.....
I smiled at him. “I've been okay. But what about you? I haven't heard from you in months! Where have you been?!” I had been worried. I didn't have many friends, and thinking he had died had not been a pleasant experience.
His grin turned mischievous. “You've been more than okay, if what I read on Tori's blog is true.” Cue my embarrassing blush. He chuckled, “and from the color on your face, it must be.” He frowned for a moment, a very tiny moment that if I hadn't been paying close attention I wouldn't have noticed it. But his smile was back on his face before I could say anything. “I was visiting a friend was all.”
“You had been visiting Wolf right? How was that?” His smile became slightly strained at the question.
“It was nice, really nice. But there were things I wish I would have said. To each of them... I just...” He sighed.
I smiled at him. “Hey don't worry you can tell them next time.”
His eyes suddenly had a far away look to them when he replied. “Yeah.....next time.” and he was all smiles again. Like he was slipping on a mask.
“So what are you doing here?”
“Just thought I'd come through time and visit you. There's also something I wished to speak to you about. Just not here.”
I frowned at the response, I went to say something and a shiver went down my spine. That feeling....he was here...but...where? Glancing at the window I saw him. Even without eyes, or a face for that matter, I could tell that he was staring at Roy. “Roy-”
The smile never left his face. “Yeah, I know. He's been following me for awhile now.” He glanced out at Slendy and then made his way towards the door. I went to say something but he raised his hand. “I'll come and visit you sometime soon.”
“But Ro-”
“Don't worry about me, I'll be fine.” He walked out the door after that. I saw him walk past Slender who remained for a moment before vanishing. I sighed and fell back in my chair. I had a feeling that things were about to get a lot more complicated.
Tuesday, December 24, 2013
Christmas prep.
I was brought back to the present, as I felt the woman staring at me expectantly. I told the woman what I was there for and she led me around the store, bringing me to anything she thought may be what I was looking for. The woman was surprisingly patient. After about an hour and a large chunk of my personal savings, I was leaving Hobby Lobby with large bags tucked under my arms. Twenty minutes later I was back at the house. When I entered the house I heard music coming from the living room. A rather familiar tune.
"Meet me under the mistletoe"
I was surprised, not that I hadn't heard the song before. It was just that no one was supposed to be home at the moment and unless the dog had learned to operate a radio.....
"Baby don't try and tell me more"
I set my bags down on the kitchen counter as quietly as possible and walked towards the living room quietly. I peaked in and was surprised to see Tori standing next to a Christmas tree, stringing up the lights. I thought she was at work today.
"Baby I'll be by your side"
A smile came to my face when I heard her singing along to the song, a happy smile on her face as she continued to place the lights on the tree. It had been a slow process to be sure, but she had slowly revert back to how she was before her ordeal.
"Kiss me under the mistletoe"
This was actually the happiest I had seen her in awhile. I decided to make my presence known and knocked on the wall next to me. She looked over at me, her eyes widening, a small blush lighting her face. I stifled a laugh as she scrambled over the radio and turned it off. I was slightly disappointed, she actually had a pretty nice voice. She looked from the radio to me. "H-hey, Skye ...when did you get home?"

I had an amused smile on my face. "Just now. I'm surprised you're home, I thought you worked today."
The blush faded from her face. "Well I did, but I didn't want you to have to decorate the house by yourself so I switched with somebody." She walked in to the kitchen, looking at the various bags on the table. "Do you need any help with those?" I paled when I remembered what one of the bags contained, but covered my panic quickly.
"That's alright, I got them." I quickly grabbed the bags and rushed upstairs, setting them in my room. In one of the bags was Tori's present.... which since she may read this, I won't say what it is. After I had properly hid her present, I looked in the bags containing decorations. It was time to get started.
Three hours later and I was going over the mental checklist.
Holly? Check.
Christmas tree decorated? Check.
Christmas lights outside? Check.
'Sure, sure....' He went silent at that moment and I sighed. I stared at the tree. Yep, it felt like Christmas.
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Wake up call
"No, its not your fault," she sighed and leaned into me slightly. "It was my choice Skye..." She shivered when some wind blew by, it was unseasonably chilly out and there was still dew on the grass. I pulled her closer to me and she pressed herself into me in an attempt to keep warm.
"Why?" She mumbled into my chest.
"Because you did what you had to. I know it's hard, but you need to accept that and move on. You can't hide away forever." I chuckled and rubbed small circles into her back, keeping her warm.
She shifted around so she could look at me. Her eyes nearly made my stomach drop out of me, they were like a glass window that someone had broken and taped back together, but they did a terrible job and they missed some pieces. She opened her mouth and I expected her to argue my last sentence.
"Can we have a Lord of the Rings marathon?" Her voice was small and nearly child-like. She was far from accepting what she did, but at least she was willing to work towards it.
"Yeah, of course," I smiled down at her before picking her up again, bridal-style. She gave a small laugh and just leaned into me, trying to stay warm.
Thursday, August 29, 2013
What a lovely smile
"I just don't get it!" What don't you get?"A threat?!" A threat to who?"You're nothing but weak children!" Ouch. So we're threat? But to who? Smiley? Was a fear afraid of us? No....no...that wouldn't make any sense. There had to be another explanation...
The woman's foot steps seemed louder than they should have been. My vision was swimming as I began to panic. STOP IT, YOU PATHETIC LITTLE SHIT! JUST CALM DOWN! I winced as the voice boomed in my head. It was a voice I had not yet grown used to. It was my...other...I don't really have a name for him. I tried to calm down. I took a deep breath. First of all, I realized, I need a wider area to fight. Somewhere more open. I quickly jumped to my feet and ran around the counter, I ran for the back door. I risked a glance back at the woman. She just stood there as I ran, a bored expression on her face.
I heard her sigh again."God damn it. They always run...I don't know why." I could see the back door. Four or five more steps an-She appeared in front of me, a lazy smile on her face. "Because the ending is always the same." I stopped just in time to avoid the knife she swung at my throat. She quickly lunged forward and stabbed at me. I barely managed another step back, the knife stopping centimeters from my eyes. She's fast! I thought as I dodged another swipe from her knife.
I made no move to attack her with my own knife, with her speed I couldn't take the risk. I took another step back. I turned and sprinted for the front door. A knife whizzed past my head, once again barely missing me. The woman once again appeared in front of me catching the knife she had thrown and swinging at me. I hadn't expected this, and because of my surprise she was able to catch my shoulder. I jumped back holding the cut. I moved my hand, and looked at the small cut. It was only a shallow cut, nothing too bad.
She sighed again, a noise I was really getting sick of. "Can't you see that it's useless?" Her tone made it sound as if she was bored. "You're going to die." She stepped forward her knife raised. I took a step towards the back door. She tilted her head to the side seeming confused. I jumped towards the door and she made no move to stop me, her only response to my actions another sigh. I ran out the back door and into the yard. I looked around and noticed it had gotten dark out. I ran and hid behind a tree. I heard her speak from the center of the yard.
"Hiding are we? Don't worry I'll find you." I heard her footsteps as she walked to a tree on the other side of the yard. What was I supposed to do? She was clearly superior at knife play and she was faster. Not only that but I didn't have any runes on me. I had to take another deep breath, despite my urge to panic I had to stay calm.
You know what you have to do. You are simply too afraid to do so.
But the book sai-
I don't give a fuck! Would you rather die?! You told the girl that you would be there for her from now on! That you would help her however you could! How the hell are you supposed to do that if you're DEAD?!
My eyes snapped open and I looked at the knife in my hand. I slowly brought it to the top of my hand and began to carefully carve the necessary lines into my hand. I had to grit my teeth to stop myself from screaming. Once I had finished, I looked at my handiwork. A complex rune, one that I had never tried to draw before. The book had warned against carving the runes into your own flesh. I could not remember why. The rune gave off a dull red glow and I watched in amazement as the blood hardened, making the lines thin and clean. Rather than the mess they had been before.
I gripped the knife tightly in my left hand. I peeked out from behind the tree to see where she was. My eyes widened in surprise when I found that she was no where to be seen. "Looking for me?" I heard from right behind me. I jumped to the side as she slashed the tree I had been hiding behind. I ran to the middle of the yard. I heard giggling, which sounded strange coming from the tired sounding Rose Bride.
"Such a silly boy you are. Thinking that you can fight me?" The yard was suddenly enveloped in pitch black. I couldn't see anything other than myself. The giggling continued. "We were surprised to hear that you had defeated Basilia. A child like you should never have been able to beat her." The giggling paused and another sigh was heard. I looked around, how was I supposed to fight someone I couldn't see? "I always told her that her arrogance would be her downfall. She underestimated you, I will not make the same mistake." I grinned, she thought I was helpless without my eyes. As she would soon find out this was not the truth.
"Blindfolds, really?" I asked her dubiously as she drowned her waffles in syrup.
"Look do you wanna get your ass kicked by a Rose Bride again?" She asked me, raising her eyebrows.
"No I don't wanna get my ass kicked by you, I'm still sore from my last ass kicking..." I muttered.